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Hello, my name is Elaine.
7th November'91
liz_galz@hotmail.com
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Sunday, June 27, 2010, 1:07 AM

>TIMEISPRECIOUS.

This weel has been quite free for me. I went out a few times, caught my beloved Beast and friends. Haha. No tuition this week. Tmrw is a sunday... staying at home? awww... maybe I'll go to the library. :) I need to improve my english!

Oh man, I can't sleep after eating soooo many things. Chips, choc mint wafers, etc. sooooo fattening. D: I seriously can't stay at home for too long... cause I tend to munch and munch non-stop when I have nothing to do. D: bad habit.

I'm going to... find something to do till next morning! yay! hahahaha.




Friday, June 25, 2010, 12:59 AM

>IBLEEDMYHEARTOUTONTHISPAPER.

I had a wonderful time ytd and today. :)

I saw my favourite Beast ytd! sooooo happy. ;) prince charming Dongwoon and cool guy Junhyung. :) Their live performance rocks and I love Dongwoon's smile! so charismatic. The other members also vvv shuai and cute. :P

Today watched Toy Story 3 with yf, wr & jw. :) man, i miss them. :) had a vvv nice chat too! I miss yf! hahahaha! my hilarious partner. :)

I find it funny, but I should be given the chance to laugh my heart out, to feel happy. Nothing is going to stop me from living my life to the fullest. Just be myself, sit back and enjoy this ride. :)




Thursday, June 17, 2010, 10:46 PM

>MYHEADISSPINNINGSPINNING...

Today is the last second of internship. Finally. But, I'm falling sick. ;(

I feel so drowsy, just died on my bed for 2 hours. Whoa. My body aches now. sniff sniff* I feel so sad for myself.

I want my everything back. Give them back. sniff sniff*

I'm going to go cry myself a river. ;(




Saturday, June 12, 2010, 7:48 PM

>THEMONSTERISBACK.

Aye, today I was supposed to go fishing with dad& mum. Ugh, but dad last minute postponed it to next saturday. >:(

So, I spent the day packing and cleaning my room. Damn, its so dusty. LOL. I still havent pack my wardrobe and there are clothes lying around... half of my king size bed is filled up with clothes and soft toys. LOL. The other half is for me to sleep. hahahahah.

Okay, I think I need to have more self control and less sudden outburst. I may not be able to tolerate people like that but, I should keep comments to myself. So at least next time whatever happen, I at least will not be involved. How stupid of me.

I'm meeting my baobei, jas tmr. :)

And good news! next week will bethe last week of internship!! Weeeeeeee! Finally! Then i can go back school, play with nana and ch and yf!!! Then everyday idle around in school..... eat in school..... crash nana and ch's lecture... have pocket money... OMG. This the best life! I cant wait! :)

Cause when I'm kissin' U, my senses come alive.




Wednesday, June 09, 2010, 10:32 PM

>SHEDOESNTKNOWSHESPERFECT.

I just watched some plastic surgery documentory on BBC. Omg, its sooooo painful, yet so tempting. Ugh. Some people cant stand their imperfection.

I want to make myself feel better about myself too. but through plastics? I cant afford it. D:

I really think if you feel good about yourself, then you can be confident and happy. :)

Oh, shes perfect to me. but nobody feels that they are perfect. Everyone thinks that they can be better, prettier. I just feel that its unnecessary for her. Oh man, what do I know? I mean nothing to her. I know nothing. I was tired of argueing with her back then, when everyones complaining about their imperfections.

Learn to love yourself, girl.




Sunday, June 06, 2010, 10:31 PM

>MONEYMONEYMONEY.

Oh no, the weekend just ended like this. D:

I didn't do much things! All I did was camping in front of my laptop, play Baking Life on fb and listening to songs. Sigh. I couldnt get tickets for B2st showcase and autograph session!! ALL SOLD OUT. ;(

I was looking through old secondary school photos just now. Everyone looks so different back then. LOL. I realised I dont really smile much last time. Haha. And all those happy times. omg. precious moments. :)

Okay, I was complaining about this person. I just couldnt stand it anymore. Ugh. I feel so not important. Well, you are the first person that I've known, to treat me like this! For crying out loud! Maybe I should guard myself and yeah, hope you dont use me and dump me like you always do. zz.

Everything reminds me of the shit that happened to me.




Thursday, June 03, 2010, 8:37 PM

>BUBBLESREMINDMEOFMYDREAMS.

Finally get to blow bubbles. ;) I still want to blow bubbles!

I feel so exhausted and negative today. My partner finds me irritating. Hohoho. I fell asleep while reading a book... and I suddenly jerked up right! subconsciously. LOL. I think I gave her a shock, but she thinks its very funny. -.-

I want to buy shoes and tops. ;( I want to go back to school. ;( I want money. ;(

I don't feel like talking today. I feel so on my own. The feeling is so heavy.

I wonder who is my bestfriend. or rather, do I have a best friend. LOL.

who will be there for me?




Sunday, May 30, 2010, 7:53 PM

>THEDAYBEFOREWORK.

Omg, I can't believe it. The long weekend is ending, just like that. ;(

I want to enjoy a night out with a close friend. Just sit around, have a drink and talk.

Sooooo looking forward to school. :)

I feel like a big blob of fat. LOL.

Dear God,
I don't ask for anything else,
I just wish to be appreciated and not taken for granted.




Friday, May 28, 2010, 11:24 AM

>THESUNWASUPBEFOREME.

Today is a public holiday. yay. yawn.

I feel so worried about my final report. ;( 3 more weeks of attachment! I want to leave this hell soon.

What is wrong man. Here we have a long weekend but I've got no company. I was right. I'm disappointed but that's my life. Just get over with it, Elaine! Dummy.

The sadness is so strong, its bringing me down.




Wednesday, May 26, 2010, 7:17 PM

>I'VEGOTSOMEGROWINGUPTODO.

I've got the cravings for rich and sinful chocolate cakes. :(

Oh man, I woke up late today. :X I was a little late than usual and I wore shorts cause I was lazy to dig thru my closet for a pair of jeans. Gee. I look so ... omgggg! I look a little pale and fat. ;(

I wonder whats everyone busy doing nowadays. Its like, if you don't take the effort, nobody's ever going to keep in touch. hahaha. And well, even if you take effort, people will still turn you down. ;( Why is everyone sooo busy?!!

Ans: They have a life to live. And they have their familes and other friends, not only me. hurhur.

I want an ice-cream treat. ;(

I was looking at some kids playing at the playground one day, and I suddenly have the urge to blow bubbles and just chill. Haha. I miss being a kid and I miss having company. ;l

Tmr is thursday! and friday is a public holiday! ;) No plans yet. Sigh.