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Wednesday, August 23, 2006, 9:30 AM
got back all my results except e maths. most probably will be getting it back tml. damn. i failed a maths, english and history. how great. if i carry on like this, i might be staying for another year. argh. im totally hopeless.oh ya, Mrs Seah and Mrs Tai changed of sitting arrangement. everyone wasnt that happy about it. i didnt change place sia. still sitting there, from the start of the year until now. haha. guess im too obedient le. =X
i felt so bu shuang when lessons end this afternoon. dont know how to put it. i knew they werent scolding me, but they were so close behind me, practically shouting those "words" into my face. im not that fucking person who made those changes okay. and then i felt like exploding. no kidding, as in POM! of course i didnt lah, tried to get away from everyone first. on my way home, i was so damn calm lor. and theres this uncle, fighting over a seat with me. Jesus. take it lah. theres plenty of seats behind okay. this wont piss me off that much normally, but today it did.
my face was super black i guess, even my brother sensed something was wrong. he didnt get into my way as usual, fighting with me over the comp, ordering me around. he even offered me Pringles. whoa. good to have a brother who is "sensible" and managed to save his life.
i tried to calm myself down but nothing works! i've been sitting in my bedroom like for an hour, trying to read a book. but i ended up having a mini feast in my room. kept stuffing myself with chips and sweets. what the. i feel so stressed! im trying to feel brighter these days. but sad to say, it only lasted for a few hours. and then my mood goes real black again. so what if im smiling?
oh well. i should stopping ranting now. my english sucks and i should work on my grammar or whatever shit. and i shouldnt be wasting time here right? i should be studying, doing chores anything but using comp. be that perfect little kid.
reality sucks like nothing else.