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Friday, April 13, 2007, 2:03 PM
its finally over. SYF 2007.its just like the dream i had 2 years ago, exactly on the same day, same place.
i feel so gulity seeing people crying upon hearing the results. partly because i didnt put in my best. =( did i made them cry? hais.
today is my last day in band. im a little happy cause im finally able to make time for my studies but i will really miss my cute juniors. thankyou vannie, yongxiang& kaiqin for the presents. dont miss me. =) and hope we keep in contact. okay?
i think i do love my section alot alot alot. more than i thought i love them. this is life i guess, everything comes to an end. but memories do last. =) im glad i made a mark on the pages of your pretty mind.
take care.
Monday, April 09, 2007, 5:00 AM
"Misery"Good Charlotte
Take a look around don't you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you're feeling
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive
Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
Theres nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people
Don't you know that the misery loves company
Yeah I heard, the misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, the misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me
Looking for me
The hands are up now
Everybody's singing, everybody's moving
They've programmed their feelings
They're synchronizing and criticizing
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive
Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people
Don't you know that the misery loves company
Yeah I heard, the misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, the misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me
So you're tired of running
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive, alive
Don't you know, the misery loves company
Yeah I heard, the misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Don't you know, misery loves company
Yeah I heard, the misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, the misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me
Saturday, April 07, 2007, 3:11 AM
>suddenly in the mood to blog. =Dthis blogskin is nice.
though i dont feel quite right today but changing my blogskin and editing pictures makes me very happy. =D
countdown to SYF: 6 days.
FIRE ON!
Monday, April 02, 2007, 2:45 PM
i suddenly have the urge to blog about my junior.as you know this is blogging, i cant afford to write down his big name for fear he will sue me. zz. i personally think that he is a blockhead. cause he always dont and i really mean DONT listen to what i say. and whatever, im trying to tolerate him because of my seniors. but i do not find any means of that now. he said i dont go for sectionals. wow. you are so fucking hardworking. always going for sectionals, staying back everyday. wow, im so impressed. but did you tell me you guys are having sectionals? you didnt imform me and you expect me to turn up? are you a pig? and please you are only a pathetic sec 2. please dont assume upper sec life is just as slack as yours. doesnt mean you have a higher t-score than me, you got a* for maths or whatever, means you are way better than me.
" please come for at least one." trying to push the blames to me when Mr Lim said our performance was horrible? fuck you. as if you played so well. i know i cant play well, but you are not in any position to criticise me. you dont even know how to respect your seniors. for what i know, you only treat 2 people as your seniors. of course im not in your list for obvious reasons. one, im not a good player, two, i dont have authority, three, you think my attitude sucks dont you. going around telling people my attitude sucks. haa. dont you attitude suck too? pot calling the kettle black.
trying to treat me better? dont make me laugh. no matter how good you treat me, i will never forget how you treated me. forever listening to one person. ignoring what i say. why bother trying to make it any better? anyway you just making it worse. you can complain all you want to her. i dont bother anymore. why should i? if you want to look down on me, by all means. cause in my eyes, you are just a self-pride pig.
you might think im so petty. if you were in my shoes how would you feel? call this pmsing, call this bullshiting whatever. you knew it yourself. i just cant stand a guy like you. complain and complain. hope your juniors will love you. plus your beloved seniors will be back. you will be so much better off.
i think this is more or less enough. as for now till syf, i will ren.