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Thursday, September 18, 2008, 1:37 AM
>OFF DAYIts kind of late now, I feel tired but dont feel like sleeping. haha.
Lets talk about love.
Its comes when you least expected it.
But when you thought its coming it pops just like a bubble and go missing leaving you heart empty.
Enough.
Im going to the clinic with my granny later for her checkup. I feel weird. To be honest I dont feel like going. cause I really dont know what to say when the doctor goes, " you have to take good care of her.... must eat this medicine.... that medicine.... rest well.... in order to keep the pain under control..." I feel like crying.
Then i'm going to meet mk for a swim! I feel real fat lately. All my colleagues slim down for dont know what reason. I feel like a giant! haha. I waiting for September to end. =D
Wake Me Up When September Ends.
I think my old habit came back to me again. =( I feel so ______ when I see everyone having fun. I want to have fun too... I want to be_______ too. hmmm... different people have different lives. and mine? _____. no way to make it right. I want a _____.
I feel so boyish lately. maybe because of work. how I wish I could doll up for work. haha. wear nice clothes, put on light makeup. Too bad. I have to wear those uniforms which I couldnt match with my clothes. And I ended up wearing my old pants and shorts. haha. so much for extra cash.
I FEEL SO UNFAIR FOR T____!
DAMN.
My really-want list:
1. Cycling at East Coast Park
2. A pair of grey contact lens
3. NO EYE-BAGS!
4. back and leg massage... SPA!!!
5. Another pair of havaianas for work.
6. Chalet with WR Tang. =D
7. Chalet with my beloved seniors and juniors.
8. Dickies? polka dot?
9. Eastpak? blue? dark brown?
10. my mummy and daddy didnt make any loss in their investments due to the economy now...
11. good health to everyone especially my granny.
12. god you know what I want. please! =D
Guess its time for bed.
My eyes are popping though I feel not-tired-enough to crash.
tata~