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Thursday, October 23, 2008, 9:30 PM
>CRUSHING like a 6 year-old kid.I feel soooo tired. I don't remember doing anything productive today. In fact, I 'm still feeling lost like what I've felt in OC tutorial today. Man, I can't believe I said, "I don't know." to the lecturer. OMG. I LOST MY NUTS. LOL.
I think its an infatuation! Though its not the first time I felt this way towards him... Since sooo long ago. He didn't notice anything I guess. I don't know what to feel about this fact. Haha. It will go off soon, like it did back then. Anyway, I really feel so much "bigger" than him. ARGH. WHY AM I SO BIG SIZE? I think theres someone particular in his mind. Please dont let me know. =(
There's another problem. How the hell are we supposed to do IAC part One presentation? ppt slides? or just verbal based on the mark sheet? I'm on the edge of pulling my hair now! I think I should calm down. Anyway the instruction given was "present it."
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I can't scream out loud! My lungs are bursting! My eyes are popping! I can feel myself drowning! in my helplessness...
My heart says, "he's the one." but his actions are telling me,"You're not the one. "