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Thursday, May 08, 2008, 10:52 PM
>SCREWEDAlright another week of school. I guess this week is better than the previous one?
First thing first, Scholarship interview. I flunged it. I cried during the interview. Cannot believe it right? Yes, i did. Aloysius got into second round! Congrats. We are all proud of you. Haha.
School seems a bit boring to me... I feel so dull.
I want my S&W shirt! fuck! i was so pissed off by the student offices in NP. zz.
I still feel a bit emotional this week... maybe thats why i cried. LOL.
I have got lots of things to do. =D
1. meet up with Jasline!
2. meet up with MK!
3. watch movie with YF! eat mac! (woohoo!~)
4. go swimming!
5. sleep for 24 hrs.
*6. go shopping till i knock out!
*7. SLEEPOVER!
*Most wanted
hehe, i need time for all this. I'm woking tmr, hope everything will be fine! i will be as hyper as possible! i dont want to be nagged at again. haha.
FFC training tmr! my finalised ccas: FFC and Aerobics. =D
>COOL STUFF!
next week is e-learning week! no school! yay! can sleep more! can slack like hell! can emo at home! can do a lot of things! at home! woo hoo!
okay la, im off now.
I feel like I'm missing something but i don't know whats it. A big hole in my heart...
Sunday, May 04, 2008, 10:29 PM
>I can't see you anymoreI feel so happy to see him.
he's like the only guy who say I'm prettier than the girl next door even though she is really prettier than me. he's the only guy who don't mind me treating him like an idiot. he's the only guy who listens to me even though I was always trying to fool him around. he's the only guy who makes me feel good about myself.
but he's not mine and he's gone. for good now. =(
i feel empty. but i can't explain this feeling.
please god, don't let this be love, thankyou verymuch.
8:05 PM
>Another week passedI guess I'm wrong again.
Ytd my manager asked me if I'm someone who keeps thinking about the past or someone who looks forward to the future. I said I'm someone who looks forward to the future.
but now I realised that I keep looking back. I really miss my secondary school life and my friends.
I had my 4e1 bbq on thursday. It kinda makes me feel like home. i really miss wanrong and siyi. =( hanging together with them again gives me a very familiar feeling. and thinking about it, makes me feel like crying. maybe thats why i've been unable to be proactive at work for the past 2 days. my manager even asked if i was having menses, pms-ing. LOL.
I'll love to have a sleepover, to make up with all the times we missed out. I REALLY MISSED YOU GUYS! wanrong dang rocks. =)
I finally realised whats making me feel sad. haha. I feel so emotional lately. even listening to a sad song can make me tear.
I think I've wasted this weekend. working, sleeping, daydreaming.
AHHHHHHHHH! I want all my close friends with me now! I want to study together! I want to go school together! =(
>STUDY?
I cannot concentrate! and I'm stressing over nothing-to-stress-about. I know its ridiculous but I always do. my study is in a mess. HELP!
maybe next week will be better. im meeting up with jas! eat dinner in school. ah, i regretted not giving wr a big hug on thursday. =( I feel so empty! i want hugs! =(
