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Saturday, June 28, 2008, 4:49 PM
>TIREDIts a sunny saturday, okay maybe its going to rain but why am i feeling so gloomy? >=/
I feel that everything around me is a big joke. GIVE ME BACK MY PEACE! Theres a million of thoughts in my head. Most of them were about my results i guess. I'm so dead this time. xx
First is taking up a new job. This one is about maintaining my shop's website. I need to master Photoshop and the admin stuff. Low rating pay as usual but i guess its okay since I'm a newbie.
Second, I took up a saving plan + insurance plan. I know people thought I'm crazy for buying insurance all of a sudden. I didnt know why i buy too. Just a call from the agent, and we met up and i signed alot of papers and done. LOL.
Third, PROJECTS. Although they didnt come all of a sudden, but i still cant help to curse and swear! only 2 weeks left to finish up! ahhhhhhh... i feel so tired and sleepy now...
Fourth, is all the small things that happened around me. They did affect me. GET OUT OF MY HEAD. I've been picturing a big big box, then i dumped all those useless thoughts into it and put a heavy lid over it. It usually works, but i dont know why it doesnt now...
argh.
iseriouslyhopeyouwontremembermeand
wepassbyeachotherlikewhatweshouldbe,strangers.
Theres this guy, I think he likes the Beatles. haha. =X
I WANT TO FEEL YOUNG. cause somebody said I look old. -ouch.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 11:36 PM
>I WANT TO BE HAPPY.okay, here's the deal.
Since everyone is so busy and dont have time for me, I'M GOING TO MAKE MYSELF BUSY TOO. I'm going to do everything under the sun except being real free for company.
aye aye i feel so lazy to start on the projects. due in 2 weeks time! good luck helen!
[Elaine is an old French version of Helen!]
In French means "shining light".
Another one:
means "torch" or "moon" or more likely "to elope". In Maloet's Morte C'Arthur( Death of Arthur), this is the name of the tragic figure who dies of grief because Sir Lancelot is unable to return her love. Because most Arthurian legend names are of Celtic origin, some etymologists believe that the name Elaine may originally have derived from a Welsh element meaning "fawn, hind"
from http://www.20000-names.com/female_e_names.htm
In Greek, Elaine means "light" or "the bright one" .
Saturday, June 14, 2008, 10:03 AM
>HOILDAYS?I want to do a lot of things in this super short holidays. haha. I guess I have to stop shopping for a while Im very broke now. I bought about 6 pair of shorts this month! I wonder if i have a chance to wear all of them. LOL. I want to bake under the sun. anyone? heh. or just go cycling? swimming? Oh ya, Ada and I are going to trek Bt. Timah Hill! LOL. I think we will be going on the 18 june. heh, have to clarify with her soon.
I want to go gym too... I feel so fat. LOL. I hope working makes me slimmer. LOL! I'll try to refrain myself from eating. =D and lead a healthy lifestyle! 3 meals a day that will do. NO snacks in between.
I actually went to Sentosa ytd with my family. got a bit of sunburnt but I still want to go! haha. I want to go there have picnic and play frisbee! =D
I'll come back later, my dead blog. =D
Tuesday, June 10, 2008, 11:21 PM
>ZZI just got home from work and I feel damn tired. mentally not really physically... A lot of things occupied my mind.
I feel like everything is changing around me. Everything but not me. I want to change, to a better me. I dont want others to change the way they treat me... My daddy changed.
I want to do so many things. but I dont have money and I dont have the company. zz. my holiday is so boring... no sleepover, no outing, just work. my pay for May is so damn pathetic. feel so cheated. I guess part time and full time doesnt make any fucking difference.
>I NEED RETAIL THERAPY
Okay, I feel like shopping for shorts and skirts anyone interested? (more like asking the wall. LOL. ) Im gonna ask people to go Asian Kitchen for dinner/lunch some day. the ramen is nice, especially the soft shell crab one. Yummy. Oh, i thought i was on diet. LOL.
I want to buy nail polish... I guess I cant afford to buy any shoes this month. I already spent $200++ i feel so broke. I want more money, please...
bleah, working tmr, see you soon, my dead blog.
Sunday, June 08, 2008, 12:58 AM
>AFTER EXAMS~!heh, shuang. It's the end of common test! although I flunged Physio paper... I'm still very happy!
>CLASS BBQ
shuang seh. stay out the whole night till morning. zz. more outings please!
thats about it i guess. LOL. holidays just started! I think I'll be busy working and trying to catch up on the projects. I'm going to go gym and swimming regularly too. for a slimmer me!
bye, going to catch some sleep.