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Thursday, July 31, 2008, 10:17 PM
>CONFUSED.
I feel so unhappy right now. I hate what I see around me. It feels a bit lonely.
I'm working tmr. =( I got so many things to do. Why should I help my manager purchase a thumbdrive and share with her my damn-nice songs? I feel so unfair. and why must I teach the new stuff? =( I know I being selfish here but I really dont like the part that I have to share my beloved music. ITS PIRACY! =(
I got a feeling they will say I didnt work enough for the web and refuse to give me my pay. >=C HOW? I worry so much its giving me headache. and I have not started on my revision. HELP. =( I really feel like I'm on the edge of falling apart.
I want my simple life back. =(
maybe I should quit the job.
I feel so unhappy right now. I hate what I see around me. It feels a bit lonely.
I'm working tmr. =( I got so many things to do. Why should I help my manager purchase a thumbdrive and share with her my damn-nice songs? I feel so unfair. and why must I teach the new stuff? =( I know I being selfish here but I really dont like the part that I have to share my beloved music. ITS PIRACY! =(
I got a feeling they will say I didnt work enough for the web and refuse to give me my pay. >=C HOW? I worry so much its giving me headache. and I have not started on my revision. HELP. =( I really feel like I'm on the edge of falling apart.
I want my simple life back. =(
maybe I should quit the job.
I still miss the old times.
Monday, July 28, 2008, 9:37 PM
>WHO SAY TODAY WILL BE GOOD?!AHHHHHHHH. I screwed up my Microbio Pract test. I was totally lost and seriously i did not read up about simple stain. and there's problem with the microscope? =X I really can't see anything. Wheres my beloved bacteria? =(
My maths is a disappointment too. blah blah blah. everyone's better than me.
AND THE WORST. I CAN'T GO LIFESAVING TODAY! fuck.
My new cca. I can't even turn up for training. LOL. Let's be frank. If I go, the pool will turn blood red. Get it? boooooooooooo.
"What a good week. " HAHA.
Thursday, July 24, 2008, 8:02 PM
>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHI'm feeling very stressed. >=(
gain lots of weight, mummy said I looked fat now.
loss of lots of hair! daddy complained my bedroom floor is covered with hair.
not enough sleep, woke up late for lectures.
This whole week sucks!
I want a better next week please. zz.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 10:02 PM
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now.I want you, but do you want me too?
Sunday, July 13, 2008, 8:10 AM
>WORKINGargh. I feel so busy now. I was working at Heeren ytd. Whoa. I felt super dizzy. too many frigging things in the store! and the storeroom was "argh" so many things too. zz. but to tell the truth i think it feels quite cool to work there. LOL. as in there are many many teenagers? OH. btw i felt like a downdressed kid ytd. like I'm from China. LOL. and the kids looked at me as if I'm really a pure. LOL! I dont care now, next time i will dress up for work just like i dress up for school. just that maybe the uniforms doesnt fits my jeans. stupid uniform. >=/
I even bought a tee from my shop cause i cant stand my uniforms. =X at least i think that one could match at least a pair of my jeans. haha. and and and they play class 95 fm. quite cool. but they should adjust the hi-fi set. cause the bass is too strong. and its giving me headaches. LOL.
ohhhh. on with the job of a photographer! take pictures of ALL the products that my shop is selling. LOL. and once again being paid peanuts. actually to tell the truth la. $200 including CPF for like 1000 pictures? thats way too low lor. still have to edit and publish on their web. argh. i wonder why i didnt know how to refuse her. now i have juggle with my studies and this pathetic work. =T
the worst thing is, even my manager can tell I dont like working. especially with them la! and i cant even wear clothes that I like and comfortable with. zzz. so many complains today.
anyway just in conclusion, I feel used by them. if i were to say Im leaving, i dont think they will care. LOL. they can always hire China people. LOL. and malaysians too.
Sorry im not discriminating anyone here. its just the truth, hiring them are far more cheaper than hiring a Singaporean kid like me. zzz.
enough ranting. working at 11.30 at Heeren again. =\
Thursday, July 03, 2008, 8:29 PM
>OH OH MY DEAR BLOG.I'm feeling high today. =D I dont mind updating my deadblog.
I saw a very hot guy today! haha. I totally LOVE his hair. and he got a superstar look! whoa. n_n
One thing good about schooling now. everyday can see hot guys. LOL!
project almost done! YAY! one more to go.
One more thing. I dont like the fact that he mixes with him. zz.
I'm still a bit pissed off with him. pretend to be nice to you when he needs you. yuck. what kind of fucking friend is that. zz.
>LIFE GOES ON.
this semester is ending soon! OMG. so fast.
I want my hot guy. =( LOL!
sorry, was too high today.