Self-obsessed is ♥.
Profile
Thursday, October 23, 2008, 9:30 PM
>CRUSHING like a 6 year-old kid.I feel soooo tired. I don't remember doing anything productive today. In fact, I 'm still feeling lost like what I've felt in OC tutorial today. Man, I can't believe I said, "I don't know." to the lecturer. OMG. I LOST MY NUTS. LOL.
I think its an infatuation! Though its not the first time I felt this way towards him... Since sooo long ago. He didn't notice anything I guess. I don't know what to feel about this fact. Haha. It will go off soon, like it did back then. Anyway, I really feel so much "bigger" than him. ARGH. WHY AM I SO BIG SIZE? I think theres someone particular in his mind. Please dont let me know. =(
There's another problem. How the hell are we supposed to do IAC part One presentation? ppt slides? or just verbal based on the mark sheet? I'm on the edge of pulling my hair now! I think I should calm down. Anyway the instruction given was "present it."
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I can't scream out loud! My lungs are bursting! My eyes are popping! I can feel myself drowning! in my helplessness...
My heart says, "he's the one." but his actions are telling me,"You're not the one. "
Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 10:40 PM
>SECOND WEEK OF SCHOOL.I survived the first week!
I'm still quite bothered by the CCA thing. Oh god, what CCA? School is almost the same. New lecturers but same lecture group.
I found my motivation to go school! haha. I think its going to be temporary, cause I can't imagine us together... haha. I shall wait and see. =)
I totally hate IT stuff. Why do we frigging need to do IT and Biostats? Biostats is soooo alien to me. Does it really have a link to Biology? I dont see it. Its pure maths and english. argh.
Nothing much, doing IAC tmr. Something interesting I hope.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 1:21 AM
>Second last day of work.Dammit, I'm so tired. Yet again, I'm not that tired to sleep. cheez.
I dont feel like talking about work. It totally sucks. I charged 5 bucks less for a customer today. So, its going to be cut from my pay. Arsehole. And a bloody customer who loves to complain. Whatever, I'm at fault for picking that damn phone call.
One more day and I'm free from work! Anyway I've gotten my HARD-EARNED money. woohoo! It feels real good. I'm going to buy nice clothes! Impressed myself.
4 Oct 08
I totally enjoyed the sleepover at Jolinne's house. =D and BBQ! Its such a pity I have to rush to work. Guess this is the only time I feel like I have people to have fun with. Thanks a lot! =D
I'm planning the fishing trip. haha. Lets see what I can do. LOL.
School reopening soon! I really feel that I didnt enjoy my holidays. Not even a bit.
I have some strips on my hair... but I dont know if I really like it. Haha. I'm trying something new. most probably going to take it down after a month? Haha. People, especially adults are giving me weird faces on the mrt. hmmm... Its not that bad right? LOL. man....... Thats totally a new start for me! x)