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Sunday, November 23, 2008, 8:02 PM
>BLUES~I FEEL FAT!
Okay, i fell in love with Tegoshi Yuya! Hes from the band NewS. =D so kawaii!
so kawaii right? =D
Happy belated birthday to MK. =D hope you have a great birthday.
I was supposed to go out with my eupho people today... but i suddenly felt giddy in the afternoon and didnt go... I'm very sorry. I feel better now... but my daddy dont let me go out at this time. LOL. gomen!
So i stayed at home, run through Cell Bio ppt a few times, write my summary, try to read Cell Bio but i failed, eat, eat and eat! OMG. I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT! I'M SO FAT!
I'm so obsessed with skinny guys now I feel so FAT. (T_T)
I HATE FOOD.
Sunday, November 16, 2008, 11:17 AM
>THE ENDI'm quitting that CHECK job now.
They say I'm an exceptional case cause I'm doing the website. If not, they would have tell me to pack my bags and go. geez. I will go now then. FUCKER.
I'm working for them and they treat me so fucking biasedly.
want me to teach your new stuff? HAA. no way. you teach them yourself. you use me, then throw me. I'm not a toy okay, I'm a fucking human.
I kinda of regretted working there for so long. I've wasted my time.
IT'S THE WORST SHOP EVER!
I'm going to look for a new part time job... I wonder who will want me now...
So Used.
Friday, November 14, 2008, 4:31 PM
>IAC IS FUCK!I'm so glad IAC is over. I'm both physically and mentally tired. FUCK.
I feel a bit frustrated and relieved.
My hard work doesn't pay off I guess. The other groups have better materials and ppt.
MINE is like shit. Its okay.
TO YOU
I totally hate people who give lots of excuses for project meetups.
I utterly hate people to us their kin as an excuse!
GIVE ME A BREAK.
And I've got MY commitments too.
Not only you have a part time job.
I fucking have one too.
So stop grumbling.
You asked for it, didnt you.
FUCK!
and all your interests... YOU ASKED FOR IT!
Give them up if you can't frigging cope.
Sorry ar, I've kept this inside, I feel like exploding.
And I dont like people who only talk but no action.
I also can talk, I also can give the best ideas in the world. So what? Do something!
I am also at fault. Always wait wait wait. Wait for what? for the sky to fall?
DO SOMETHING! HAVE THE INITIATIVE!
God. I feel like I'm the worst group member.
The worst is I got scolded by my Dad almost every night.
DAMN. He dont believe that I was my project all this while.
He assumed I was playing out late.
FINE.
I AM FUCKING PMS-ING!
grr....
Too many things but I'm too lazy to type all.
I fucking dont like her.
but I still have to treat her nice.
cause she is still my groupmate. (T_T)
and she kind of stick to us now!
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Sorry about the Fs.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008, 10:42 PM
>PROJECTSso many projects coming!
IAC PROJECT
CELLBIO PROJECT
INFO TECH PROJECT
My god, and the IAC presentation is this friday. zz. So many thing, so little time!
Theres this place I've been waiting to go for a very long time... I dont know exactly where that is, but I always pass by it after work. The bus trip from Heeren to BB interchange. It looks so peaceful, classy, relaxing, etc, what you call it. I want to dine there. =D Its a good place for couple. =D and for good friends. haha.
10:40 PM
>IN LOVE.I'm so in love right now!
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with Elvis Presley and Olivia Ong.
OMG, my trip to esplanade for IAC project is worthwhile afterall! haha.
The feeling of falling. =D
Saturday, November 08, 2008, 11:57 PM
>MY BIG EYES COMMERCIALThis is what I do out of boredom. Haha.
I was wearing the big-eye contact lenses so I thought, "hey! I got big eyes leh! must take photo!" LOL.
so here it is!
#1
Haha. I want to take cute cute photos la. damn. got to admit it.
still in very good mood! =D
10:50 PM
>MY BIRTHDAY POST {EDT}Oh man, I had a good surprise this time. Haha.
I was supposed to meet yf at 12.30pm, reached around 12.35pm and shes still not there yet... waited till 1.15pm! I wanted to go home actually. LOL. lucky my good heart tells me to give her a chance. LOL.
I really didnt thought there will be a surprise. Thanks yifeng! =D and of course, wanrong, siyi and guiping! for making my birthday yet again so special. =)
We were at Coffee Club. Seriously, I think the food is not nice. =T only the drinks are nice. =X
Anyway, I still enjoyed myself there. =D and I got presents! I love the wooden board. Thanks to wanrong! I'm so touched!
Sadly, I have to leave early for dinner at home. I mis you guys man.
Daddy cooked pork chop with salad and baked potatoes! yum yum.
Then, I meet up with MK and Jolinne to celebrate my birthday! Haha. I told MK not to buy cake for me. I got 2 cakes at home now... My daddy warned me that our fridge is exploding. =X
We went to BillyBombers. I had the brownies. Oh-so-heavenly! =D
After that we walked around and took some photos. Then Jolinne got to go home....
I brought MK home! haha.
Long MRT ride... reach home at 12.38am.
Bathe, see photos.... Sleep. Haha.
too tired, and the special just ended... with an idiot grinning in her sleep.
9:02 PM
>PICTURES 7th NOV 2008
happy birthday Elaine!
yummy chocolate banana cake.
me and my wooden board!
group photo!
she made it herself. thanks alot wr!
me sy gp
me wr yf
me sy
gp took this photo
twist!
my funny face
rawr !
the biggest heart ever!
yeah we rock, you stone. LOL.
I thought I could bite her head, but then I realised my mouth is not big enough. =C
I looked like some pervert...
never know i could do that!
I'm walking on sunshine~ oh oh oh~
always look behind before you take picture. LOL.
I like this picture. =D
Friday, November 07, 2008, 11:20 PM
>THE BIRTHDAY POST.Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to me-ee,
Happy birthday to you.
My mummy forced me out of bed at 6.33am just to cut my birthday cake. Haha. Thanks a lot. I love the chocolate banana cake. yum.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008, 9:03 PM
Love Me Tender - Elvis Presley(words & music by Vera Matson)
Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete
And I love you so.
Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfill.
For, my darlin', I love you
And I always will.
Love me tender,
Love me long,
Take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong
And we'll never part.
Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfill.
For, my darlin', I love you
And I always will.
Love me tender,
Love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years
Till the end of time.
Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfill.
For, my darlin', I love you
And I always will.
He's so hot!
Saturday, November 01, 2008, 12:03 AM
>DARK CLOUDS EVERYWHERE I GO.I dont feel alright today... maybe because I learnt that everyone will be celebrating... but they missed out mine? haha. anyway we're not a close bunch of people. why bother?
I must admit I feel super upset though. I wandered around... but end up at JE Library. Haha, it sure brings back loads of memories...
I tried looking for books about street performers which is our focus for IAC and COMT, but no luck. They are just not being recognised I guess. After searching high and low, I end up with a poem story. Its pretty.
Its about this China girl who lives in a foreign country with a brother who is ill. She hates her brother cause she has to take care of him and that really restricts her social life. Her brother on the other hand loves her more than anyone else. She also hates her mother, cause her mother stops her from all kinds of sociallising. Her mother well, wants to protect her from all the bad stuff that had happened to her in her teen life. Her father's always not at home, busy making money to support the family.
Anyway, shes a very lucky girl, at least to me. Everyone in school likes her, cause shes cool, good grades, pretty and more. Guys fall head over heels for her. She however, has a different side. Its her form of relief from her tied-up life. She wears skimpy clothes, goes to club, flirts with guys, dance and drink her life away and she usually doesnt know what happen after that.
And when the school prom came, many guys wanted to ask her out. Unfortunately she cant go. cause her mother doesnt allow. After the prom, she decides to take her life. She swallows colourful pills to make her feel real good, feel relief. Then she sets fire in a library she worked in. She died of inhalation of smoke and drugs. An examination of her body shows violation of her body. She got bruised on her inner thighs. ( She got raped. Thats what happen to her after all her clubbings. ) Everyone loves her... She just didnt know, and refuse to know... and shes gone.
After reading this especially in poem forms... it feels so sentimental... Cant she love herself before anyone can love her? I feel like I can understand her feelings. Maybe she needs to open up in order not to get hurt or killed by her own thoughts. She must be very stressed up. If I were her... i guess it would be the same ending. ( except the clubbing part though, I dont have a good figure to wear skimpy clothes. LOL.)
This story didnt make me feel any better. LOL. went home and emo.
I hate good memories, at the same time I love good memories. I hate them cause they make me feel so miserable now cause they are gone forever. I love them cause they once brought happiness and contentment to me...
I feel like drinking my life away...
i dont like beers, volka or gin will be fine.