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Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 6:44 PM
>I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON YOUR LOGCAKE.I'm so angry right now. I was on a very crowded train home just now and theres this guy who keep shouting when people accidentally pushed him. Whats wrong with him? Just because hes carrying a logcake. The worst thing is, he scolded me CHEEBYE because the person standing beside me bang on to him when making way for me to alight the train. WHAT IS THIS?
grrr... so good for a Christmas eve. This is totally not the season of giving okay. bastard.
Monday, December 22, 2008, 8:42 AM
> CAMERA SMILE!OMG, its been ages since I take soooo many pictures of myself. LOL.
sorry for the fat legs. >=O
MY LOOOOOOONG HAIR. Hahaha!
Nothings going on lately. Its getting kinda of boring. I've been missing out people to talk to. And I just discovered that I talk to the walls in my room. =S
This Christmas seems like nothing special. Going to christmas party and going out. Theres like something missing. Haha.
I'm stuck at home once again. HELP!
I just realised that all the kids younger than me are coupling! I'm like OMG? They are younger than me? sigh. I'm the last rotten fish on the rack. LOL.
Saturday, December 20, 2008, 11:03 AM
> IM BROKE.I got my extension! =D its curly... but I thought it was too long... so i cut it. =X and its not curly anymore. OMG. i think its look nice at first... but now it kinda look weird. LOL! guess I have to bear with it. it costs a lot. booo.
and I'm so broke now. grrr...
Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 12:11 PM
>HOME ALONEI want to go out!
Ytd went to watch Bolt. I think its very funny. I like the mittens. =D
I just had a haircut... I need to buy some hair stuff and I want to but some extension clips cause dad has violent objection for real extensions. geez.
Saturday, December 13, 2008, 1:50 PM
>OMG.I was just trying my luck. I messaged my manager if I can work... and I really can work! OMG. LOL. Every friday and saturday. Hmmmm... its better than nothing right. =D I feel so nervous to go work tmr. HAHA. Please dont let me see any managers tmr. Please please please.
That means Monday to Thursday and Saturday I am free. Oh well better than nothing.
Thursday, December 11, 2008, 10:29 PM
>YAY! BOO!Holidays starting from 3pm 11 DEC. =D
I got nothing to do during this short holiday! HOW? I got no job, no cca, no hobby, no outing, no nightout, no sleepover! OMG. I'm going to rot at home? I don't really play computer games, I do read, but dont know what I want to read... I want to go shopping! but I dont have money. ><
Well, I think I should at least be happy that all the tests are over! YAY! However if anyone needs company... I'll be here! =D
I think I will watch those Japanese dramas and drool over hot Jap guys. =D
Ja!
Friday, December 05, 2008, 8:08 PM
>Exams are coming~
memory
I've been wasting too much of my time sleeping! and dreaming. haha. I feel lighter today... as in my mood not my weight. LOL.
After all the disaster... the sun has begin to shine!
I'm looking forward to so many things but I dont want to have holiday... haha.
I want to be sure of my feelings of someone first. =D but I'm afraid it will turn out to be like my sec3 experience on V day. hmmm....
cross my fingers. =)
Today at my IS class, my teacher was talking about having a one-min speech per person and he randomly picked a few students to come out. I'm like "OMG, please dont dont dont call me~" and he called me. =.= I feel so emotionally unstable and I told him I cant, I'm not feeling well... feel kinda guilty but hes a nice guy! =D but then he said I'm very shy~ LOL. I was sitting at my usual corner and the back of the class, stoning, meditating, trying to control my myself. from... Nadiah and Yifeng know what I wanted to do. LOL. but sad to say, I did not. LOL.
The rest of the day seems so blurry. I had an afternoon nap till my parents came home. And then watched tv with mum till my brother came home and dinner. And here I am. Haha. I wasted today too. =T
Thursday, December 04, 2008, 7:43 PM
>WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!I'm really losing my marbles now, just like the guy who lost his marbles because I stole his marbles.
I just cant wait till this whole project thing is over.
WHY?
TO YOU:
You are so not doing what you are supposed to do. You just throw everything together and I have format it. I HAVE THINGS TO DO TOO. I HAVE TO STUDY TOO. WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH? all about your commitments. Does that mean you have SO MANY commitments that you have to deliberately make my life miserable?
I think I'm very good to you okay. Dont test my kindness. I tell myself its only a project, forgive and forget. BUT YOU NEVER LEARN! Please, I dont want everything to turn bloody. Do a good job and thats it. And of course I think you seriously need to look into your character. It needs some self-reflection.
Okay, there, a small column to vent my inner thoughts yet again.
I'm like so tired. Why? My very first IS. And it turns out to be a disaster. I'm even tired to scream into her face. Case she always have lots of reasons and excuses.
I'm sorry. I dont know why I turned into such a bitch who cant stop whining. I know I dont have the ability to lead people. BUT at least I tried my best to work together with my team members and be active and do my job with the best I can give.
Im in such a lousy mood right now.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008, 7:10 PM
>HOEHOEHOE~The special seasons are coming! =) There's Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year!
and I'm so going to be busy during the last 3 weeks of the year. heh.
24dec - planning on a christmas celebration with my dearest euphonium people! =D
27dec - 4e1 class outing
31dec - sleepover at my house (!)
and I will be working, doing INFO tech project, doing CELLB creative ppt. hmmm... thats all I think. I STILL can't find a new job... dont tell me I have to..... NOOOO. =(
but if theres no other way... I might have to go back to that. argh.
I'm feeling very insecured and restless these days. I dont quite know whats my problem. I guess its because I dont have a job. Theres no income, and money are flying away...
but deep inside me, it says it is something more than that... WHAT THE HELL IS IT?
LOL. still trying to figure out. In the mean time... I think I will read up some OC.
AND DIET PLAN STARTS IMMEDIATELY AFTER COMMON TEST.
I feel like a real big balloon. grr.