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Saturday, April 25, 2009, 10:07 PM
>DINNER AT VIVO!Okay, today totally sucks but let me start from ytd.
School was alright until MMB practical. I have NEVER been to a lab so poorly equipped with. EVERYTHING is running out and 4 people share a set of dyes, DI water and ethanol. WTF. I felt soooo impatient thru out the whole practical. I just want to tear out my skin and feel the pain to ease the pressure building up in me. argh. This made ytd suck too.
BUT! After practical, yf and I went to meet wr. =) It was her birthday on 23apr. Everyone was so busy lately, so its like our only free time to get together. Actually we are going to watch 17 Again but no more good seats so we ended up in Secret Recipe, stuffing our face with food. Haha. It was fun talking about old times.
The best picture of the day by me! =D
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nice shot too. =D
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Candied shot, heart shape!
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Nice shot right! yf you look so girlie! Haha.
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Okay, this is my failed attempt of yf's girlie look. LOL. damn old la~ xC
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Wr drinking her not-so-hot-and-not-so-cold water. LOL.
>TODAY.
I went to AMK hub to pack stocks today. zz. I thought it will be fun since I'm with my colleagues but it really sucks. I kinda see my colleague's true self. She grumbles real lot and gave me black face. I dont owe you anything okay, I'm a victim too. zz. Worst of all, I'm going to work with her again tmr at Heeren. Argh. Shes kinda pissed off that I am opening shop tmr. Why? Because I'm just a frigging part timer while shes a true blue full timer. Gee. Some good things to be feeling unbalanced about.
I left at 5pm, feeling so pissed as well. LOL. I bought lots of chocolates and munched away angrily. Then went around looking for a nice scheduler. Unfortunately, I still cant find one. Now using a pink book which is actually my birthday gift from yf like 3 years ago? LOL.
My lesson learnt today: Never judge a book by its cover.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 7:58 PM
>I SURVIVED SCHOOL! Okay, the third day of school. Not totally awesome, but I passed!
Aye, I was scolded by CCTA lecturer for wasting his media. zz. Oh, come on! I didn't do it on purpose. Argh, totally brought my mood down to zero.
I suddenly have the urge to do a tribute to all my friends. LOL. This new semester makes me realise many things that I've taken for granted. First, it will be the people around me. Thanks for being around me. =)
And to my closest friends. Thanks for not giving up on me! Haha. Love you guys.
Ahhh... I wish I could spend more time with everyone. =)
I might be cold or expressless sometimes, but deep down I really cherish this fate thing that brought us together.
Sunday, April 19, 2009, 9:45 PM
>SCHOOL'S COMING!OMG. I'm so not looking forward to it now. zz. JUST finish my Dip Plus assignment. LOL. 10% worth of marks but I kinda rushed thru, I can't stand it.
And Dip Plus exam on tuesday after school! 4-6pm. argh! WHY?!
I'ma going to have a GOOD rest tonight.
Good thing, school starts at 11 or 12 on monday. YAY! =D
Monday, April 13, 2009, 10:58 PM
>Its raining all the time.Okay, I'm here for the third time of today to announce that I'm officially broke. =( Don't ask me out for movie, lunch, dinner and of course shopping (arghhhh).
I've spent all of my last month's salary. Gee. Money was never enough.
2:52 PM
Ima Robot - DynomiteHere's a story for the kids!
This old man
He come a lot
It’s in your hair
And I don’t care
I’m not all right
I’m not all right
It’s in your hair
No, I want to wait for someone like you
This old girl
She plays tricks
It takes my sex
To get a fix
She’s not all right
She’s not all right
She’s not all mine
No, I want to wait for someone like you
No, I want to wait for someone like you
To make my life so dynamite
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Turn this dark life into light
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Make my world so shiny bright
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
You got me burning both ways
Ima explode!
This old man
He just died
He blew his head with dynamite
He’s not all right
No, he’s not all right
It’s dynamite!
No, I want to wait for someone like you, you
No, I want to wait for someone like you
To make my life so dynamite
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Turn this dark life into light
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Make my world so shiny bright
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Gonna make my life so dynamite
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
You got me burnin' both ways
Got me burnin' all day
Ima explode!
YO!
No I want to wait for someone like you
To make my life so dynamite
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Turn this dark life into light
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Make my world so shiny bright
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
You got me burnin' both ways
Ima explode!
2:24 PM
>So wasted.Okay, today is my offday again! =) A day I was very looking forward to, until now.
Can I say I am very pissed off? I'm always the one planning for a meetup, and I'm sick of it, totally. Its like I am so desperate to see you guys. Yeah, I'm desperate. Lets just not meet okay? Whatever.
I hate people who say yes, and suddenly couldn't make it and totally ruin our plans? or came out with lame reason like "i don tink i wan watch tat show." We can always watch other movie, no? Please don't make me sound like a dictator, I'm not fucking one.
Whatever will be, will be. At least I'm dinning out myself today. Thanks though, I get some fresh air and time alone.
Oh, and deliver slippers to wr. Good luck for your test girl.
And yf, see you back at school.
I'm totally not in a good mood today.
Friday, April 10, 2009, 7:00 PM
> A brand new me.
Today is my offday again! I feel much better today. =D Laze around at home in the morning and went to a salon after lunch. I have my hair done! My mum thinks I look like a Korean. LOL. My brother said I look old. >=T
What do you think? Haha.
Monday, April 06, 2009, 8:56 PM
>My breaking point.I didn't realise how weak my body is, till today.
Today was actually my offday... but due to shortage of staff, I have to work half day. No movie today, postponed to next monday. I feel so tired and I wanted to shout at the passers-by for just being there wherever I were. Thats how bad my mood was. Purposely missed dinner and bought 2 big bags of chips. I want to stuff myself, make myself bloated and sleep till the next morning. Apparently thats only my wishful thinking cause Dad forced me to eat dinner when I got home. zz.
My feet hurts. I can even see my veins pushing thru my pale skin, they look like they going explode. After dinner, I sat on my bed massaging my thighs, listening to some loud music, destressing. And almost like magic, I fell asleep waking up feeling better in my mind but my legs still hurts.
Hmmm... maybe its monthly blues coming. Argh. I can hardly smile at work, my smiles are so fake and I cant frigging stand straight. My back feels sore. I got so many problem I feel like breaking down into tears. =(
Worst of all, I keep stuffing myself with junk food. Its a strong craving... to satisfy my emptiness. =(
This is such a sad post.
Thursday, April 02, 2009, 3:31 PM
> I want to see you pop that body.Today is my offday! after 6 consecutive working day. woohoo! BUT theres school. LOL. I almost fell asleep during dip plus lesson. Rushed home to have lunch and enrol my IS module. I picked Safety at Work. Sounds ridiculous? I thought so but apparently it seems to be an easy course. Haha. I hope so.
After everything, tried to make some popcorns!
home-made popcorns glazed with honey! yum yum. haha.
I wonder whats for dinner tmr... Time just ticks away like nobody's business! Its almost 4 now. zz. and work again. =(
I hope the new guy is working okay. BUT i still dont fancy working with him. Anyway i will not get the chance. =D lucky me!
I feel very FAT TODAY! must be the burgers. =X had a lot to eat ytd, mum got burgers, and dad cooked soup... I had a very heavy supper. That explains, why my tummy stands out bigger than my tits. LOL!
I'm going to have a bath now before dinner. and get ready for work tmr? zz.
tata!
Wednesday, April 01, 2009, 7:38 AM
>It's history back again, baby.Okay, work dont kinda suck now cause I'm back to my birthplace AMK! =D
There's no managers to watch your back, less customers and frigging free!
I just realised gossip spread like wildfire even if you only tell a few people... My dear dear colleagues kinda told my managers about this guy who came for interview that I'm totally smitten by his cute looks, especially the way he smile... OMG so shy! HAHA. Today is his first day I think... OMG. PLEASE DONT LET ME WORK TOGETHER WITH HIM! Its going to be damn awkward. Thats a sad truth, I cant admire shy, cute guys. Argh. =/ AND something exactly like this happened a year ago. LOL.
I want to perm my hair! But my sadist Daddy dont allow it. grrrrr..... I'm still trying to put some sense into his head. >=T