You know there are somedays that you worry about a lot of things thats unnecessary. And unfortunately, today is my somedays. Haha.
So, I was thinking about the whole FYP and Attachment thing cause Dr Zaman was talking about that in the morning. Then it went on to money issues cause the OIAP is damn expensive. And now, its my dressing crisis. LOL!
I couldnt decide whats my style. Weird right. My clothes are so random. LOL. I got a piece of everything in my wardrobe. Sometimes it feels weird wearing them cause not every piece suits me. Sigh. And then the weight problem comes in. Argh.
Another thing. I feel kinda weird these days. Haha. Dont ask me why, its just the feeling. I dont feel grown up at all but I'm going to be 18 soon! Its... nothing to be so excited about though. LOL. I still feel like a kid after O levels. Being bombarded by attachment, FYP stuff really make my head big. HOW? THERES SO MANY THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT!
Okay, I'm going to organise the compartments of my brain and have a good rest. =3
Oh, I owe Nana chocolate. =D Working tmr, I hope it passes by smoothly...
Monday, July 27, 2009, 9:45 AM
>ELAINE'S AN IDIOT!
Okay, maybe I finally came to realise it? He treats everyone the same. NOT ONLY ME. How stupid of me.
I was working at WCP ytd. I think its alright? I like the feeling of a new mall and the Cold Storage was sooo neat and wow! I feel like shopping for groceries like those mums with their kids. =D
Oh and I think the Nike Factory Outlet store has some good stuff too. I remember I threw away my Nike after the FOC camp because of the raw egg and soy sauce. It finally hurts now. Ouch. =T
Okay, so maybe I couldnt get a movie date with someone, its fine by me now! Im going to watch Public Enemies on Tuesday! I also want to watch Alice in Wonderland! I CANT WAIT! =D
My last day of work will be 30 July. Until after exams I'll be back. heh. Have to ask my colleagues not to miss me now. xD
Today's my brother's birthday! YAY!~ Im going to buy a cake and stuff myself. He doesnt want a cake. Oh well. Hee.
I feel so shameless.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009, 1:45 AM
>edsgtghyjyttytyhyfvd
I dont know what to write for this entry. Haha.
I just realised I was me, the way I was back at secondary school. =D
My label: The emo-tional&unsocia-ble girl.
Sunday, July 19, 2009, 5:39 PM
>LOVEMEDO
Its sunday morning! I'm rarely awake at 2am. I cant sleep. Hohoho.
I went to AMK Hub just now. Whoa, it was very crowded! Haha, but I got my cheap toiletries. =) I bought a black top and a handbag! Happy! Hee.
I want to go cinema for movies! Yeah, got a bit tired of watching movies alone from my laptop. =( I wish I was a little busy and not so free. Have to spend my time somewhere else, to make my day more fruitful now.
Oh, and I'm looking for the Lee Cooper ladies The Beatles tees! I cant seem to find them =( I should have bought it the last time when I was at BHG. They are all gone now. =( so sad! I want!
Totally in love with Elvis and Beatles. Ahhh... <3>
I know somewhere out there, someone will know how to appreciate me. Your words dont affect me anymore.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 9:28 PM
>I FEEL UGLY.
Its those words from her mouth that cut deep in my heart.
I've never been told about this. No one has ever said these kind of stuff to me.
I thought it was the best of me, but it turns out to be the scariest, weirdest part of me.
I just want to hide in the corner of my room, like forever? Haha.
=(
Tuesday, July 14, 2009, 12:00 AM
>WORK AT WCP.
Today seems to be a very funny day. Haha. I love our IMMUNO game. =D We were quite tired from all our chores but it was real fantastic, playing the game at the end of the day.
I went to work straight after pract. Hmmm... I think I'm kinda stupid la. Haha. I couldnt find the shop! And I'm super nervous? LOL. Cause it was my first time there, feels like a new stuff. Heh heh. And the worst part of the day was going home. I took 189 BUT in the wrong direction. OMG. I should have went off with Amanda, my colleague. BOO. Yeah, and I reached home at 11pm though we closed at 9.30+pm. ARGH.
I feel so light-headed now. Am I falling sick? Haha, I guess this is a happy disease? =D
I hope yf finds a good tuition job. =) And next time we go eat dessert together! xD
Okay, finish printing IMMUNO notes. Tmr will be another long but fun day. =D People are going to play our game! I cant wait to see them play. =D
Sunday, July 12, 2009, 9:25 PM
>IMMUNO GAME
I suddenly got all crazy about the game and made some stuff for it. =D
a box for all the qn cards.
front of the instruction board.
back of the instruction card.
Tmr will be a very long day now. Project+school+work. =(
Monday, July 06, 2009, 10:53 PM
>JUST A QUICKIE
OMG, have to rush immuno project. and theres DBG PBL ppt. and I still havent do my Dip Plus hmwk! OM-frigging-G. =( I'm so dead again, for leaving everything to the very last minute.
Actually we have enough time to complete. All thanks to CCTA. Argh. Why is the teacher coming back tmr? He should be quarantine! =( We are going to get H1N1. =(
ARGH, MY DIP PLUS ASSIGNENT! and I'm skipping Dip Plus tmr. LOL! What am I thinking! I already dont know how to do my assignments. LOL!
I'm digging my own grave. xS
Wednesday, July 01, 2009, 8:33 PM
>NO SCHOOL TMR!
YAY! but I'm working tmr. zz. Oh well, the money is my motivation. =D
School's real boring. I cant keep myself awake during lectures. =( I keep dozing off. And I think the Black Knight gave up and released us early today. LOL. Poor thing.
I feel sick lately, I got terrible stomachache. =( and having diarrhea. OMG. but I cant stop eating. LOL. now I feel a bit constipated. Haha. Guess the shit doesnt feel like coming out now. LOL!